Its five in the morning and I can't sleep. Stress has taken over my life and I've never felt so alone. The tears just keep flowing and I ran out of tissues. I sit and wonder how this happened. When did everything in my life become so unsure? Everything was right and I had never been so happy. Now I'm so lost and fear that it won't work out. I've never been so confused. I just want everything to be like it was and I pray that it will be.